Fascinating episode

I’ve decided to learn how to fly,

Collecting old stories, remembering important numbers.

I’ve formulated and recreated my self, the way I wanted..

Will I stop there?

Of course, I was scared,

Of course I was mad- when I was hitting the wall,

and when things did not progress,

the way I wanted.

It seemed I’ve lived in a parallel world,

competing with self.

I’ve heard an audio that was telling me the different story,

the story of mortifying environment, abended people.

I’ve came up with a new plan, looking at my current situations,

preparing wings, preparing letters to say farewell,

Put my wings on, and yet not ready to leave and fly…